finally got a chance to produce a song that’s my own! and after weeks of training, my first PT recording session went well :-) did the guitar tracking on top of the backing track I did beforehand. finished it off within 3 hours! thanks to a guitarist friend of mine! decent playing n easy to work with. can’t wait to get the bassist to come in and then the vocalist last. excited :-)
one year, four months, and 2 weeks, whatever was there in the beginning still remains
segenap hati yang tercurah, dalam pelukanmu asmara. kekalahan hati padamu, membuatku menjauh.
aku masih, mencintamu, mengagummu, takkan lelah hati merasa. sesungguhnya, aku kalah, namun cintaku takkan lemah.
merapuhnya jiwa yang terbiasa, dalam sentuhanmu asmara. kini harus kutrima kenyataan, tanpamu, menjauh.
aku masih, mencintamu, mengagummu, takkan lelah hati merasa. sesungguhnya, aku kalah, namun cintaku takkan lemah.
(Source: doesnteverybodywanttofallinlove)
Watched Bridesmaids today and it was really a fun movie to watch! I couldn’t stop laughing throughout the movie. There was this one scene when the main act hit the rock bottom, and her friend said something that really hit me. “stop feeling sorry for yourself, stop blaming the world for your problem”. I straight away looked at my friend and said to him “THATS SO TRUE”, and he, of course, gave me that weird look as if he was saying “wth adria?” haha. But seriously, that’s just so true. We tend to feel sorry for ourselves when we’re hurt, depressed, or in pain, and that is exactly why we can’t seem to get out of our problems. Things don’t always go as we hope. So what? Are we gonna stay in our self-pity and let our problems win? I guess it’s okay to feel sorry for ourselves FOR A WHILE, cry as much as we need, and get up afterwards. We won’t even believe how stronger we’ve gotten once we’ve overcome our problems ;)
Accidentally burned my fingers while working tonight. Looked around for a 24 hr chemist in PAIN for about 20 mins and finally found one that was actually nearby the cafe but I just didn’t notice it haha. All good now, thank God for its just a little accident :)
Letting go is never easy. Especially when we’re letting go of something/someone we love so much. We cry one night thinking we would never be able to get through it, and we tell ourselves that we’re gonna be okay the other night. We wake up feeling depressed one morning wishing we would never have to wake up, and wake up feeling strong knowing that we’re gonna be okay another morning. Just like a cycle, it goes on, and on, and on. We sometimes wonder if this would ever end. The good news is, it would, end. And one day we would realize that its just a learning process to make us even stronger. God knows our capacity. He would never give us more than we could handle. Sometimes we just have to surrender, let go and let God work. No, its not easy, but hold on, press on, ask God for strength instead of dwelling in depression, self-pity, or regrets. Let our frustration turn us into seeking God instead of being disappointed. Know that God is working, although we may not understand how He works. Romans 8:28 “And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose”
Call me cheesy but this day, to me, is as important as birthdays to kids, or anniversaries to couples. For the first time in my life I actually remember something this detailed. I could have a lot to say about today but I just don’t feel like it. Oh well.
*speechless*
Reality of Fear.
